| Damn, what happened to your fucking phone? |
[Jun. 1st, 2006|12:32 am] |
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| | complacent | ] |
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| | Bayside - Winter | ] | Finals are in two weeks. I haven't been in school in over a month and don't think I am even going back for another week.
Mono sucks. Paralyzed arms blow. Humidity is lame. Not having a job makes me feel worthless. Friday nights at ihop make me happy. |
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[May. 27th, 2006|03:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | devious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bayside - devotion and desire | ] | I really don't have anything to say.
I just ate a granola bar and it made me tres soif.
Listen to Punchline. |
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[Mar. 5th, 2006|11:00 am] |
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| | blank | ] | I just miss being friends with him. |
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| Burn this city and go. |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|12:25 am] |
I don't feel well. My throat is scratchy and sore. Great. I need some Airborne.
I know something about the TSL/Copeland/Cartel/Gatsby tour that you don't know. |
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| Heh. |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|12:50 am] |
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| | hungry | ] | Last night Ari the Crazy Mexican and I went out. We hit up North Haven in true scenester style and went to Barnes and Noble where we look at pictures for an hour and a half. Then I found the greatest book of all time. 
Then we went to Cold Stone where I got ripped off for a buck but didn't say anything about it. Now if they had recipits....
Tonight I stayed in. Watched some movies with the family-unit. Ate some candy.
Came online and talked to a certain boy who was fighting with his girlfriend and she brought me into the argument. Wonderful.
It's Alex's birthday, I didn't get him anything. I'm thinking I'll just find some lame ass birthday card for him. Preferably something about alcohol. I think he'd like it.
As for me, I need sleep. Night. |
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| Here we go again. |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SoCo - I want to save you | ] |
How did I fall for him again? God, we should really stop talking. It would make things a lot easier for both of us. Well me at least. He said he is convinced that "some little bastard is going to come and swipe you off your feet and show you the good things in life." So I reply, "Do I want 'some little bastard?'" To which he says, "I say little bastard because I don't like the kid that is going to swipe you off your feet. Unless he makes you happy..." and so on. It's just. Ughhhh. Anyway....yeah, there is also a new boy. Dave. Under a Falling Sky. Pretty awesome. We will just see where things go. If anywhere. I mean, somethings gotta give.
I have to find out how much train tickets are to NYC and find a way from Grand Central Station to the Knitting Factory. Oh the things I will do for Hidden in Plain View and Houston Calls.
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|10:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SoCo - Ruthless | ] | I got a Christmas card from Alex today, and after not talking for a month, that was one of the best gifts I could have received. |
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| I'm pretty ruthless. |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|02:14 am] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SoCo - She Paints Me Blue | ] | Today I went shopping with Missy, Dan, and my sisters. That was a journey and a half for an outdoor lame ass strip mall, but it was fun. I found Bomb Bags and I havent seen those since I was probably 5. And I bought a new copy of North by SoCo for $6 since mine was destroyed.
After shopping, I saw Nik. I havent seen him since he went to school in Florida.
Hahahahha, I mad the 'fashion' page of the yearbook in 3 different places. I guess I am quite the fashionista.
And here it is, 2:20am, and I still have to wrap gifts for tomorrow. God, I wish I had giftbags. |
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| Oh wee ahh. |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|01:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tegan and Sara - Speak slow | ] | It's quarter to two in the morning and here I am contemplating wrapping a christmas gift for a secret santa tomorrow. Ew. I know I only going to get a piece of shit in return, but I guess it's okay. Who needs gifts? Not I. My Christmas list this year consists of a couple hoodies. That's all. My mother usually goes all out and will find some way to get us whatever we could ever want. But this year, I just want to make everyone else happy. Odd, huh? |
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| Bad moods and tape dispensers. |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Motion City Soundtrack - The Future Freaks Me Out | ] | So I threw a 5 pound tape dispenser at Dave today. That relieved a little bit of anger from last nights episode. |
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| This is me venting. |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|12:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something Corporate - Forget December | ] | I dont want anyones sympathy, I just need to vent.
I am sick of my idiotic 'friends'
People that, two years ago, I couldn't picture ever leaving my side, not being there for me, or fucking me over, have made me lose hope in 'friends' and trusting anyone. I hate how I will unintentionally ruin my friendship of eight years for someone elses happiness. I hate that I am the one to always get stepped on. Yes, I will sacrifice my happiness for yours, and it ends up sucking real bad for me. But as long as you are happy, it doesn't matter.
I hate seeing my best friend change. Watching people I love throw their lives away. He is so smart, has so much potential. What does he do now? He is a lush. I just wish he could be there for me like he used to. I say I hate him, but it's because I am upset about how we changed. I dont mean it. Yeah, I know that sounds like the lamest thing ever, but you have to be in my shoes to really understand it all. He fucked me over. I did the same to him. But we remained best friends through it all. It was just us being kids. Now, we have nothing. Sure, I am partial to blame, but I put effort into trying to get what we had back. I say stupid things at times but its because I am hurt. No one else out of that whole group even associates with me anymore. But none of that matters. Who are they but fair-weather friends? It just sucks to look back. Memory lane can go fuck its self. I hate growing up. Sneaky, sly, deceptive, melancholy, backstabbing, characteristics is what takes over.. that sympathetic, concerned, compassionate, supportive, benevolent nonsense. I hate days like these where I wish I could just talk to you about nothing important until 5am. But, those days are gone, and I need to give up on it. I wish it was that easy.
I hate this time of year. |
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[Nov. 20th, 2005|02:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ben Folds - Zack and Sara | ] | why do I forget that I have LJ? That's pretty wack.
everyone should listen to The Recovery Room. |
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| I fell in love today |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|08:32 am] |
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| | quixotic | ] |
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| | I can make a mess... - one of the untitled songs | ] | So I fell in love tonight with this lovely boy Dylan that I met at Cold Stone. All I know is his name and his place of employment. So I plan on stalking him to no avail with the detectives daughter, Maria. Not really. But he was really good looking. I blushed when we talked. A lot. Wouldn't it be fucking awesome if he liked me?? Haha, wishful thinking, no one likes me. Not even my mom. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|04:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Madison - Missing Since March 11th | ] | yeah so I'm not at Warped Tour unlike everyone else in the Northeast. |
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| Just so you know... |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|12:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
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| | Leftover - Never Had you | ] | I am the best driver in the world. ahahaha.
Walmart underoos for a dollar are awesome.
Vince is awesomer. He is going to be selling merch for HiPV now.
Crazy thunder (down under) tonight. Missy called crying, offering to call a cab for me. But I decided I didnt want to come over. Good friend.
Frozen lemonade makes me smile. |
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| Golly gee wiz... |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|02:59 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mae - Soundtrack for our movie | ] |
So I decided to start my LJ back up for some reason. Probably Shayla's idea. I forgot how to do this.
Maria is mad at me and I don't know why. I didn't do a thing all day and now I feel like a waste. Well no, I made dinner and it was crazy good. I missed Netter's party and that makes me sad. I don't think I can make it to NY to see my boys HiPV, that makes me even more sad. Quite dilapidated actually. I talked to Spencer tonight, that made me feel better though. I really have to stop biting my nails, it's so scuzzy. I dislike boys that look at you differently when you say you won't sleep with them. That's so lame. They are so lame. I had a dream that Tunde and I got arrested. Then in the jail, they said all the eat there is beef stew, which made me sad, being a vegetarian and all. Then we were told that the only thing we could drink was water from a vending machine, and we had no money. So the guard laughed and simply stated that we are going to die. Then some bros killed eachother with fireworks. Sick shit. |
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| today i fell walking upstairs in school... |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|08:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | playing for keeps//matchbook romance | ] |
well, actually i didnt. i just needed a subject.
i havent written in this thing in forever. hmmm what to say what to say.
me and alex go out. its crazy. im so happy. gena hates me for it though. its a bit of jealousy on her part. people are telling me its a wrong idea because he is moving to new hampshire in like 6 1/2 months. but me and him are like the best of friends, so i am still gonna be devistated when he moves either way. he promises to visit me at least every other weekend. but i doubt it will happen. but double you tea eff, thats not for a while.
today i dressed up in my halloween costume, poodle skirt, pink cardigan, pink ladies bag, scarf in my hair and on my neck, black rimmed glasses, record earings. im so retro. i think i shall wear this to the senses fail show...hmmm.. =)
so bitch ass mo' fo' chicks made some comments to me today about my wonderful costume. so i told um off. they are totally just jealous of my hotness...hahaha NOT!
spoldi killed a fuzzy caterpillar on my today. he decapitated him and his insides were all over me. i now have a blood stain on my cardigan, but its covered with a spider sticker i stole from my chemistry teacher because i dont like him. now thats revenge.
Robstock got postponed. so now i have to find a ride to Friendlies to say goodbye to amanda. ='( im dilapidated that she is moving.
Unknown Error is evidently dedicating a song to me and Alex at the show. i ponder which song it is....
im failing geometry, i have a C- in chemistry, and the rest of my grades are decent.
tomorrow is hell night, lets go toilet papering! join meeeee!!
me and tunde want to go rake leaves...i think we shall do that. and give the people a big schpeal and say its for a school fundraiser.
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE/HIPV/MIDTOWN/THE ACADEMY IS... IS IN 2 WEEKS!
i need to get moeny to purchase my senses fail tickets..them sluts are going fast!
i think i should go now. i am a little absent minded as of right now and there was def something important i had to do....
ex.oh
brandy |
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| holy shit! |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|11:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | surprised | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing, nothing at all | ] |
mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo' mo' fo'!!!!!
senses fail is coming back to connecticut!
december 18th. happy early bday to me!
holly, oh holly, we must do our spiffy 50s clothing from the enzyte commercials idea.
now i need to find someone to go with. where is my love joe when i need him?
man, this so made my night. everything that went wrong today is now out the window.
thanx dave for telling me, you are so savvy.
i love whoever wants to meet up with me at the show ( hint hint: comment and we will meet up)
Brandyyyyyyyy |
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| recoup-a-doup |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|11:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes - lover i dont have to love | ] |
Hot Dayyuumm!
man, so much fun this weekend. i swear i havent had this much fun in forever.
friday got ditched by britt again, so i did nothing.
saturday did a crap load of housework...then nothing
sunday went to six flags..the best friggen time ever, i swear
HIGHLIGHTS: {you just had to be there}
the way there: what chips? we didnt get any chips. "LP"
at the park: getting totally hit on by the dead guys at fright fest, dead sinatra calling me babydoll
the ride home: dead squrriel, that DJ Kool song, eating slim jim, susan choking on anti domestic abuse candy, sweet and sour sause disappearing act
destination tundes house: going out with al, mark, justin, and Mr. Jon Sackett { susan and tunde as well}
mission hang out with the guys: finding out mark digs me to the maximum.
on a musical note: sackett blasting Fall Out Boy and Dashboard, thinking we dont know all the words, HA, showed him.
als pad: star gazing on his porch, watching movies, reminicing, and getting my very own can of peas, even though i wanted spinach.
tundes pad: "JESUS CHRIST, MARK SEVERINO!!" and sleep
THE NEXT DAY.....
hanging out with missy, al, bruiser, michelle, stub, etc.
^^^^i deff need more days like these ^^^^
and like an asshole, i just read 100 pages, then found out that it isnt due untill the 14th. JoYoUs!!!111oneoneone
my dunkin donuts cup totally owns
i found a winning cap on the ground at the green, i get a free soda...but i dont drink soda...i think ill sell it....totally pointless
i think the bad weather last night made me sick. thats lame
sleep isnt necessary, but it is sometimes sought after.
everyone....have a good night
Xoutyourheart
Brandyyyy |
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[Oct. 9th, 2004|04:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pleased | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tokyo rose | ] | this is so cool, i just got called a really good conversationalist. now who wants to talk to me!? |
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